the night

in the night
it is very quiet

even the birds
are quiet

shh
shh

(in the night is very quiet even the birds are quiet)
(sh)

The Night

in. the night.
it is very quiet.

even
the birds
are quiet

shh
sh.


shh

The Night

in




the night











it is very quiet








even

the birds









are quiet












(handwritten): shh









shh

recondita armonia

everyone wants to write books
the ego is only available to choirs
the love of self is a lousy passion
ICH- das kann doch jeder!
do not stare so inspired kindly study law

lala la lala

if i were a commoner
and you were a lady
would you marry me anyway
would you have my baby

Oh I heard that once in school. What is that? It is not some kid trying to be a hottie. It has something to say about my life. It is not some hottie. Hello it costs money. Hello. It is doing something real. And I will go to it now.

birthday girls

say goodbye


O! Goodbye!

hot girls at parties

its not dumb, its bad for you
why do you like whats bad for you
strange fields in my head and rivers in my dresser
void and trying desperate to undress her
you were under duress
pure supplication and reception, (drake)
possibility and connection,
seagulls screaming gently GENTLY
kiss me seagulls KISS HER
the void looms

:) moral: i am hopeful that i will receive love and happiness even though i am sad now :(....:) hopeful martyrmartbay looking up, chin up for love.

l;f not done
fuck this
i would BUY IT
SPEND ANYTHING ON IT
i CAN DO ANYTHING IF I WAN IT
i'm waiting for the train for 45 fucken mins
this is my only life!
FUCK
THIS IS IT

YES moral :)despite setbacks everythings looking great :)

fressen:
you made me love you
i didnt wanna do it
i didnt wanna do it
you created love
i didnt believe in love you made me believe in love and then you left
you're like niche's god you left
du bist doch kein mensch du bist ein tier
deswegen frisst du doch (there's no moral)

feeling is another form of thinking
feelings are so huge
feeling is so real

LOVE

LOVE

BACKS BACKS
backs
backs
BACKS wait wait girl
i love it now look

im stronger my muscles are so sore pump to failure just for you
look at your back
look at your bra strap
make it pop
look at your floor
theses floors are great your place is so nice i love it i want it give it demon to me
because she hold me down
the kernels are fallingout as i wait coughing eye contact with strange dying missed connection old woman be my mother wife daughter i ripped the picasso for you girl that ripped with her claws like a viper so many cars on the rode and its 230 in the morning
there is a face
in the back of the car
whos that
i kissed a girl no dont do that one please it hurts
bitch nonono
shhh
shh
simone YES noNOedonbt dont do yes dont do no
just do



simone

carl is in love NO
you keep going just end it stop
let carl end it
it was so beautiful when it was just simone

hey painting ripper
i am the man you notice
lets go eating now

im looking you in the eyes interpassive society delusion context

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XmO80WDbACk

met a store

sometimes i feel blind cake
fucked brightly
prettysmileshake at the grocery ladies

tell all the grocery store ladies to go outside on their breaks
but they wont go

sometimes sad sister boy
cold stripe so fucking hot little one crepe daughter
and young and pan once all late spring middle stepped stuffed covered in cherries so many
cherries.
showers in the basement for hours
came out in towels
and had their photo taken

speaking about
pretty but pink
is my room a woman with wigs
read that broken underwear
cream green mirror there

that alloneday lady her grocery eyes
stop watching
the game
getting littler and littler
hommmmmmmmmmmmmmm
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
nymmmmmm

Single

I come
But not as I am

You shall see me
Not as I see me
But as I want to see me

I bring you what I want
I think you want it

The last thing on your mind is my mind.


-Carl

Sleep Eternal

Is it strange to know
That we do not know

But we do know

I know not what I will be
But what I will be I will know

When the time comes
I will go
And I will know

But I will return
But when I do not know


-Carl

AS REAL

Take me

Let me be your forever

Be my me

And which way will it go

True/False to the touch

I live to dream


I strive to be the best
And when I win your love
You run away
To no avail
I chase
Lost
Without your love.


Yes/No/Could it be

We are one or two or three

Or four

If only love were the universal truth

I could go on and on

And I will

But not without you


I hear you everywhere
I see you everywhere
I breathe you
And I feel you
And the truth is you are here
But am I here?
Not without you hearing me
Seeing me
Breathing me
Feeling me

Do we exist if we are not loved?

There is no right/wrong answer

I dream to live.


-Carl

Kittens

We play

We run
Carl
We learn

KILL KILL KILL

Dreamer

Get my dick wet.

Put your lips on my dick and don't stop lovin' me.

Party like a rock star. Rock it like a party.
Carl
Maybe you and I could take it to the next level.

Get my dick wet.

With your lip.

True Love

i wait

i wait

to see you, i hope
carl
could it be that i cannot have
what i desire

it seems it must be so

i wait

secret poem
sh
it's a secret

oh hey oh hey oh hey oh hey oooooohhh biujoutgcyrfc
okncoh osjclacm
yea oh hey yea ohh
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
ojonn pibcupj copsj
poesjnccs
yes oh ye