I should clarify about the resort in Thailand.
It friended me on facebook. I started to get
the idea when I saw that it had posted
groundplans as photos of itself. Physical limits

are no kind of thing, and virtual limits extend
as far as matter can support them.
What's possible now is relationships
between people and things which are not people.
Forces act upon us. Friday night

I blasted a chunk of earwax
one-third the size of but otherwise identical to
the Samarian Spinel from my left ear canal.
Then, tonight, the barbell fell out.

I couldn't get it to go back so I put in one of those things
I got to put in it when I got it pierced in the first place
a year and five months ago, which is a while,
but I had been planning switch in my own time.
Now my body is different in two ways, one I planned

for and one I didn't, and I feel a little
like that time when the dentist told me I had
a cavity and gave me a filling: now it's there forever.
Damn. Forces act. What's internal becomes

like what's external and the other way around
but entropy is not reached. I still feel nervous around you
all. I don't know how to fall in love but I want it so badly.

People want what isn't good. I worry too much. Objectively.
Maybe some people don't. I assume that they're fakers.
But Jesus. If some little kid with a ukelele can do it, so can I.